I dunno wat is and what isnt anymore i just feel tired and no it not the sleeping kind of tired just tired... mentally i guess.... seesh thinking abt it makes me sad i dunno if its all pretense or not i'm just to tired... it really weird but it so happens that i cry in my sleep dreaming abt it...
* sometimes i just wish i couldpack up and run away for a while..
* i guess i need a shoulder to lean on...