i dont feel happy today like all i feel like doing is crying... the irony to think that one should be happy on ones bday... sigh...
the thing is i was just trying to rememeber if i really had a really good bday party i cant seem to rememeber one how sad is that rite.. maybe i did when i was way younger when chocolate and sweets were the best present one wish to received well for me anyways....
oh well bummer...
*i wish to be left alone for now...