I so confused rite now.... Should I stay or should I go?
Haiz i dunno why but i dont feel that my family gives me any support at all...
on the other hand I have a lot of people who tell me that I should go for it and not doubt myself..
since i took the test and that what that got me accepted then i should be able to do it... people who are not family are the one who seem to be encouraging me... seesh i dunno wat to do should I just go for it?
sigh on another note i just realised that I havent blog in like the longest time ever..
hahah anyways I did something random today i decided to go for the replug audition....
hahah nerve wreaking much but I kinda actually got good comments hahah they said that i had talent and that I should work out in my nervousness part! :D cool rite!!
I didnt think that ppl actually think that I am talented cuz my sis says I just sing averagely... so yea u get the drift...
what ever la I guess sometimes i just want to hear ppl praise me once in a while so that I can like feel good at time... oh well that's it i guess...
oh yea wait I have a super hot faci!! :D that's the only reason that if i have to stay it be for that...
oh yea and for ppl like lisa and all... other then that i dont really one to stay...
But if ur in my situation i dont think u know wat to do either... i dunno y i just feel that my mum thinks that I not good in drawing.... ok i not like saying that i am good or anything but i just wish that she would encourage me instead....
seessh i dunno la.. fed up and frustrared..
*i'll just leave it in god hands oh allah pls show me what it is that i'll excel in...
